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SUMMARY: Castiel owns The Garrison, a popular club in a midsized Midwest town. He also has a dark past he can’t quite get away from and a darkness within, a dark, oily sludge, he’s never quite been able to rid himself of.

Dean is in yet another new town, his brother just left for college on the other side of the country and his dad just up and vanished in the middle of the night without warning. He’s alone, angry, and bristling with a recklessness that mimics the untamed inferno raging behind his ribcage, something he’s fought to tame his entire life.

Does darkness always equate to evil? Does light always allude to purity?

Or do both extremes consume entirely, simply in different ways?

Can Castiel and Dean help contain the others demons before they become too much?

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Jul 15, 2021

angelsdean:

kinda crazy to me that misha says the confession is up for interpretation and he won’t definitively say his opinion bc it’s not up to the actors and he doesn’t want to be the authority on it and it’s for the audience to give meaning to and jensen says the confession is up for interpretation and that it’s beautiful that people can find meaning in it AND he also says cas’s love for dean is profound and beyond just the romantic but that romantic is the easiest word for humans to categorize it as but that it is MORE (which at least TO ME reads as: romantic love is encompassed in cas’s love for dean but it’s also MORE bc it’s like, a hugely profound love??? which it IS.) 

and YET. one of these is praised while the other is demonized just bc one of them had to say his piece following the homophobic rantings of an idiot 

(via downanddirtydean)

thank you yes all of this. took the thoughts out of my head of course i would have loved to see the j*2 cage match brawl djfskdhkf but like. realistically what the hell was he supposed to do except try to give his best diplomatic response following /that/ shitshow and the fact that jen and misha discussed the confession a lot and jen was excited abt it and they shared fan reactions w/ each other idk how anyone can think they're on different pages abt it when they worked on it so much and it clearly meant a lot to both of them are we forgetting the tapes?? the dude had the moment filmed separately so he could remember the scene 'as jensen' too like what

Oct 18, 2021

con season psa

casthewise:

Con season is always generally a shit show, but what the kickoff has taught me is that: 

  1. The makeup of the fandom has dramatically changed since 15x18.
  2. Nuance is hard to come by in the new normal for this fandom.
  3. Because of that, this con season is going to be fucking unbearable.

If you have not been here before, please buckle up and get ready. This is an old fucking show. To demand the things you receive from other new (read: progressive) shows, showrunners and actors will not be given to you here. If you’re looking for confirmation that destiel is canon, that they fucked, that they’re queer, it will not happen. It just won’t. The narrative you built up of them is a narrative. In reality, we have explicit confirmation from the people who were gonna give us that, and no amount of question-asking is going to change that for the others. Seriously. (That being said, I am always hopeful and would love to be proved wrong, also I love the questions.)

Do you have the right to be upset? Of course you do. But this is why people left the fandom in the first place… and then left again after the finale. You’re talking about real people with different life experiences on stage like 20 times a year, talking to large groups of people about an emotionally charged thing that tbh, we know wayyyyyy more about; fuckups are the only consistent thing to ever happen. 

So just prepare yourself. J*red will 100% be a self-centred bigot again, Jensen will remain neutral, and Misha will continue to be vague on stage. Be prepared to wait until you hear/see/have proof of an entire answer/interaction before you get righteously angry, and then to think critically and add nuance to your interpretation of them. And wishing death on someone after idolizing them two days prior isn’t a good look. (If you’re really that incensed, maybe going here isn’t a good choice?)

S15 may have aired in 2020, but as we all know, SPN didn’t really progress with the times. I had kind of expected them to be a little more loose-lipped because things ended, but that’s clearly not gonna happen so we need to adjust our expectations. I dunno, I was honestly kind of taken aback by my dash the past couple of days, and none of y’all are gonna survive if this is how you approach the entire season. 

(via downanddirtydean)

con season supernatural all of this as someone who has been around awhile don’t expect anything the only sure things are Jensen will look fucking amazing Misha will be snarky and sarcastic while also being a sweet bean Jared is Jared and that’s all I’m going to say about that

Oct 17, 2021

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